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Crying ......

This evening , I cried very long time in the time of bathing room.

The more stress in my heart , the more sad around me.

That feeling like a stone on the top of my heart , my body , my everything.

I cried and I can't stop.     I  am sad that why you say so many words to hurt me?

I know you love me and I also love you, but why ? why?

Do you really be happy to see I cry? Let me sad was really you want to see? No, I know.

Baby, I know .  I know all of that your thought. I know you want I to be  a gentle girl.

I am willing to, I really willing to. 

But you know it's so hard for me, although I willing to change for you.   But please give me a little time.    

Because I am not a gentle girl originally.  I like laughing  rather than smiling.

I like lively places rather than quiet cinemas.  

All of these I am able to change for you.But I only hope that you can change a little for me .

I only hope that you can give more time together with me, giving me a little more concern.

You can think about me when you free, and you can give a call or sant a message to me , let  me know you're missing me.

That's enough!

I only hope you to put me in your heart. It's simple ,not very hard.

Can you? Baby?

I am very sad,

 why we will always be among so many difficulties? 

Can we really own future of us?  Can we really together with each other happinessly? 

I am confused, very confused!  

I haven't find a way to solve it , only I can do is bearing.

bearing , bearing , bearing!

Chip away at the tear,heading for the front!


sudently heavy!It needs hard , hard , and hard....but I don't have it for ever.

So I crying . Really........